You judge me, with disgust in your eyes,
You want to understand? Then stop with your lies
Disappointment in your tone and your superficial words,
For you, this is mind-blowingly absurd.

How do I tell you that I am sinking inside?
My despair is being intensified
The anger and loathing I cannot control
My heart is turning into black coal

I need peace in my soul, I need to let it out
I’m going to implode, scream and shout
But I can’t because then I’m overreacting
There’s no other way without being distracting

Don’t care about skin, ‘cause it’s just a thing that bleeds
Don’t care about stomach, killing roots of the weeds
Don’t care about skull, ‘cause the mind WON’T STOP
Don’t care about punches. ‘cause the pain’s always on top

So you tell me, how do I tell you
How can I make this break-through?
Just don’t judge me, I don’t want to do this
Acknowledge and listen, don’t dismiss

Me.